Amazingly Beautiful

Love Knot

Sitting in my bedroom,

Stare blankly, not knowing what to do,

So, I decided to write down my feelings,

Wrote a blog - from me to you.

You've hugged me when I'm ill,

You've hugged me when I've cried,

You've helped me through the hardest times,

Without even a sigh.

You're always on my mind,

No matter what I do,

Wherever I go,

Whatever I see...

It always leads back to you.

You will see how much you mean to me,

You will see that you will always be,

The person who makes my heart sing.

You are, simply... my EVERYTHING !

I'm missing you

Kevin, Jie Jie miss you a lot...

Terrible

Terrible terrible... I still can't fall asleep at this hour. What happened to me? I miss somebody. I don't know why. I miss the way he talked to me. I love the way he talked to me. So comfortable. Gosh... I feel my head dizzy. I hate being awake now!!! Let me fall asleep please!

Bed time

I've so many things I got to do. But I still haven't take any action.

I should wash my bed sheet.

I should retake my driving test.

I should tidy up my bookcase.

I should decide what am I going to do after quitting my job.

I should... go to bed now. I'm tired.

Depressed me

I am so down everyday. I can't help to feel sad and mad everyday toward some minor matter. I'm going mad one day! Dear, I'm so sorry for the way that I spoke to you today. I guess I was under too much stress in my mind. Yes, I'm so ignorant sometimes.

Gorgeous

Latest me

I took this in my boyfriend's house 2 days ago.

Moody me

I already quit my job in SJK. So free everyday, I don't know what I wanna do. Confused. I am jobless now!

I'm Back

I have a 2 days trip with dearie and his friends. It was a unforgettable trip for me. I feel so tired after this trip. But I've learnt something new.

4 November 2005 - We went to visit Historic Malacca. Historic places like St. Paul's Church & A'Famosa. We tasted famous food like chicken rice ball and satay celup. All taste so nice! We stayed a night at Select Star hotel.

5 November 2005 - We were on our way to Ampang. Seeking for the famous Ampang Yong Tau Fu, We waited for half an hour for a seat.

Endless Love

Dearie is playing with computer game now. He is so into DotA Allstars. You may try it out too guy. I don't like to play, so I just watch him play and write my blog. ^_^ I have a one week holiday this week. So nice that I can sleep longer every morning. *Hehe*

Here got a new intro about a song, 《神话》主题曲 Endless Love by Jackie Chan & Kim. Really very nice, I love Kim's voice, I feel relaxed when I heard she sing. Try it out!

許願池的希臘少女

Jolin, one of the Taiwan female singer which I like. I specially love her new song 許願池的希臘少女 inside her latest album. 《試聽》

It's November

Time flies. Now is November 2006 already. I can't imagined that I already work for 3 years more. I am now a 23 year-old girl... or I should address myself as a woman! But I always look younger than anyone else. *_*

The Future Baker

Drew by my student, YiBin Tung.

He told me he wants to become a baker when he grow up! I told him must remember to make some bread to me too. He smiled and agreed with a shy look. What a cute boy he is.

New Launching Online Radio

Here is a new launching online radio station from Malaysia. On the first day of broadcast, Waonline received overwhelming response. Over 13,000 people, including those from overseas visited Waonline with over 45,000 hits.

Not to be missed! For turning in to WaFM, click here

I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry if I make you sad

I'm sorry if I made you hurt

I'm sorry if I make you feel like dirt

I'm sorry if I called you such and such

I'm sorry if I love you too much

I'm sorry for everything I've done

I'm sorry for where I come from

I'm sorry you don't love me like I want you to

I'm sorry I do the things I do

I'm sorry that I'm your girl

I'm sorry that's just the way I am.

Lovers' Quarrel

Lovers' Quarrel

We dream, love and rejoice together,

At times my lover would rage and storm,

No matter what, his heart is warm.

I told myself, he is always my sweetest baby.

Have faith in him, life will become nice.

Beautiful roses

1, 2, 3, 4, 5. Altogether I've got 5 roses from my students during charity bazzar. So happy! *Ha! Ha!*

My Condolence

PUTRAJAYA: The Prime Minister's wife Datin Seri Endon Mahmood died at 7.55 am today at the Prime Minister's official residence here after fighting a long battle with cancer. Endon, 64, breathed her last about 18 days after returning from treatment for breast cancer in Los Angeles, United States. I'm here to send my deepest condolence.

Rest in peace, Datin.

Insomnia

What am I doing here? Still awake at this hour. Didn't I need to wake up at 6am? I wanted to sleep, but I can't. Gosh... insomnia again... T_T

World Of Friends

Rainy day

It's freezing early in the morning. I feel so fresh! I love rainy day!

Busy

This coming week is getting more busy. I need to work on Saturday too and there is a charity bazzar held in my school on Sunday too. Argh... no rest day for this whole week! @_@

Children's Day

Wow, today going to celebrate Children's Day at school. Will be another busy day for me.

Clay modelling

Creating things from clay is fun and exciting. Some of my adorable students from standard 1 create many interesting things with plasticine clay. From the left : a tomato, Oreo biscuit, hamburger and a birthday cake. *drooling* But sorry, all uneatable. *haha* They are creative modellers, aren't they?

The Cartoons Drawing

Time Flies

Life speeds by, doesn't it? And we're inconsequential, thinking ourselves so important, yet here today and gone tomorrow. So we must cherish what we are having right now. Be satisfied, less complaining and demanding for something unnecessary.

=-)

Loud thunder but small raindrops

To the famous headmaster in BP,

You always much said but little done. You make me sick! Make me nauseating of you. How to make one respect such a headmaster like you? Don't keep make empty promise to your subordinates ok?

Listless me

Everyday I'm in low spirits, depressed and uninterested in everything. I guess I'll get melancholia soon. I have so many worries. I'm thinking too much. But I just can't stop myself from dwelling. Should I pass the resign letter in this month? I'm facing some secret worry & unspoken feelings. Some of my close friends keep asking me the same question about my plan. But sorry, I really havent' found myself the answer yet. I'm confused like a tangle of flax. Just spare me once, don't keep asking me anymore ok? I can't breathe!

Wasted Time

When there's too much computer!

I find myself planting it in front of the set up to 2 to 3 hours for no reason, just out of boredom.

Annoyance

I'm really in rage ok? Not kidding! Not stopping you from doing anything but just hope you never make stupid promises to me anymore. Because I always believe in what you said. *Silly me*

Tiredness

I'm so tired, exhausted, fatigued, run-down, weak, weary, worn-out! Sleep at 4am. Wake up at 9am. Yawn~~~

Nice Intro

Taiwan idol Rainie Yang's new song - 暧昧 Dearie love this song as much as me. Now we listen to it everyday. Just check it out ~!

Aikurushii !

My design. Simple and nice. Isn't it?

For My Love's One

Love your head

Love your face

Love your hands

Love your chest

Love your heart

Love your stomach

Love your legs

Love your foot

Love your mind

Love you...love you...

Love your family

Love your world...

Love everything of you

Love you for today

Love you for tomorrow

Love you forever

Love you... truly madly deeply!

I'm Fine

We had a big tiff. Now everything okay again. To my friends Esther, Leng and Lyne, don't worry,everything is fine now. I've been busy on marking exam papers again these day. Argh... it's final exam again. *Busy*busy*

New Drawing

So What?

My colleagues are cute. Three of them asked me a same question today. "Did you saw her new car? ** is driving a new car to school today!" I am not surprise about her new car. Because I already knew she would drive a big car to school. She loves big car. I knew it long ago than anyone else.

Confusing

Should I go further my studies in KL? It will be a 3-year-journey for me. I feel so vexed each time I think about this. What should I do and what can I do? I have no idea about my direction. I am lost!

A Touching Day

I was fully touched by dearie on our phone conversation just now. My 1st time crying over the phone because I was moved by what he said. I've been always saying that he is not good enough. But after I heard what he said just now, I can't stop to start sobbing. Finally, I realized something new today.

愛

當妳(你)發現妳(你)的另一半的態度冷淡，而且沒有半點情調時，或許他(她)不是不愛妳(你)....

其實也許他(她)已經愛了妳(你)很久很久了....真的!

原來，當你離不開一個人的時候，就是愛上他了！

Things Are Getting Better

I can get along well with my colleagues now. Not that terrible as before. I become more broadminded and outspoken when I was with them. Things are getting better!

My Monday

I had a great day shopping with dearie and his mum. Bought myself some groceries & articles for daily use. Didn't get to shop for new clothes. Never mind, I'll be there again! Dear, you will bring me there again, right? *_*

Turn Back Time

Have you ever heard this song performed by Aqua? I love this song very much. What can we do if we managed to turn back time?

For me, if only I could turn back time, I will study harder. Then I can get into the university, and get a degree. Get a good job, have better life.

If only I could.

"Turn Back Time"

Give me time to reason,

give me time to think it through

Passing through the season,

where I cheated you

I will always have a cross to wear,

but the bolt reminds me I was there

So give me strength,

to face this test tonight

If only I could turn back time

If only I had said what I still hide

If only I could turn back time

I would stay for the night.

For the night...

Claim your right to science

Claim your right to see the truth

Though my pangs of conscience,

Will drill a hole in you

I seen it coming like a thief in the night,

I seen it coming from the flash of your light

So give me strength,

to face this test tonight

If only I could turn back time

If only I had said what I still hide

If only I could turn back time,

I would stay for the night

The bolt reminds me I was there

the bolt reminds me I was there

If only I could turn back time

If only I had said what I still hide

If only I could turn back time

I would stay for the night

Tired Beat

Yesterday, I went out for whole day. There was an mooncake festival event organised by our tuition centre. At there, I have mission to complete.

After the event, dearie fetch me to meet his friends. We went to have tea at mamak. After it we went for snooker games. I just sat there and watched they play. Because I don't know how to play at all. =(

We dismiss around 1:30am. Dearie then brought me to have our supper. Reached home at 3:30am. Exhausted!

Masterpiece Arts

Here are some satisfying drawing by my students. They really drew nicely.

Featured drawing : Night View Featured drawing : Transportation

The Birth Order Predictor

My outcome... You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty. At work and school, you do best when you're researching. When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often. In friendship, you are considerate and compromising. Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking. You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

The Birth Order Predictor

My idol

Happy Birthday to Mr Ku (13 Sep) and mine's on 14 Sep.

Mr Ku was my headmaster during primary school and now we had became colleagues. It's my honour to have chance to work together with him. Today is his last day of working in the school. Hope to see you again in school, my headmaster always.

New Bag

Gift from my friends.

Night Night!!

Why I'm still awake at this hour? I guess I should sleep. Off to bed now,bye!

Otanjoubi Omedetou ^_*

So... today is my birthday! Happy birthday to me~! Yeah~ I'm older! 23 years old already!

Morning!

Finally I managed to wake up earlier today! I have to help mama do some housechores. Ya... I really need to tidy up my room too. It's in a messy state! Lazy me.

Amazing!

The End

True friends stab you in the front. Sad to say, now I can't do this to you because you're not my true friend anymore. Why our friendship now getting worse? We were good friends but now already became strangers. I hope you know why! Don't always unconcern towards everything ok?

New Design

Designed by Kee Ann

Feeling Blue

I'm not complicated but you are!

Self-Improvement For Myself

I was unable to blog everyday. Irritated about my computer, it really annoyed me when I couldn't start my computer when I wants to. I am bad tempered, impatience again. I was told by dear that I have to be more patient in doing everything. I'm still trying to correct my bad characters. Please do pardon me for all the mistakes I've made. *Thanks a lot*

Mystical

Marvelous!!!

In an forwarded mail I recieved from my friend it says that the Buddha image appeared in the sky of Anuradhapura on 21 June 05. Do you believe it?

New Keychain From Lyne

Extremely funny right?! Wahahahaha~~~~~~ Just can't stop laughing when I see this picture!

This is Lyne. My adorable and kindhearted friend.

A lovely keychain I've got from Lyne. Leng~ you got a same one too. It's with me. Get it from me when you're back. *_*

Thankful

I wanna say thank you to all of you for showing your care toward me. I've been in poor health these days. Thanks for my dear dear's mum : for the bird nest... medicine... herbal tea! I believe I will get well soon! Don't worry! And thanks to my mum who always worry about my health. I will eat more, I promise!

Too Happy?!

Happy Day

My dear's mummy gave me a lot of shirts just now. I feel so happy because I can sense how nice she treat me. She dote me a lot, treat me like her own daughter. T_T *so touched*

Happy 48th Birthday, Malaysia

My thought...

I am straight forward, I would speak up every little of my feeling without hiding anything. And this is why sometimes I'm easily angry about something that people done. I don't understand myself. Am I too aggressive? Or you can say I'm stubborn I'm over sensitive! Yes, I am I admit every bad temperament I have. Everyone in this world have different idea, different viewpoint toward something. If we cannot accept others's idea, at least what we can do is try to adapt, be flexible.

Get The Meaning?

Good News

It’s blue skies till Sunday. A recent spell of rainfall had cleared the skies! No haze anymore?! =D

So Romantic!

Be Happy!

人生不如意的事十之八九，事事又豈能盡如人意呢？難過是一天，快樂也是一天，就讓我們放開胸懷，帶著快樂的心情來過好我們的每一天吧！^^

A trip to KL

I just had a one day trip to KL last night. I went to Times Square shopping with my dear and some colleagues. I got myself a new watch and 2 clothes. But actually I'm still not satisfied because there's still a lot of shops there which I haven't visit. But I was force to go back... Rush back to Batu Pahat at 10p.m. Didn't managed to go to Sungai Wang & Mid Valley for shopping. But we did went to Lau Yat to shop for hard disk for Kee Wah.

My dear friend May is feeling sad recently. How I wish I can give her a hand in her problem but I can't. Wish everything going well for her. Take care yourself there my dear friend, we'll meet soon! Cheer up!

Bad things do happen; how I respond to them defines my character and the quality of my life. I can choose to sit in perpetual sadness, immobilized by the gravity of my loss, or I can choose to rise from the pain and treasure the most precious gift I have - life itself. ~ Walter Anderson

Comic

Star Of The Day - Angelina Jolie

Name : Angelina Jolie Full Name : Angelina Jolie Voight Date Of Birth : 4 June 1975 Place Of Birth : Los Angeles, California Sign : Gemini Height : 5'7 Hair : Brown Eyes : Blue Father : Jon Voight Mother : Marcheline Bertrand Brother : James Haven Voight Spouse : Billy Bob Thornton (May 2000-present) (actor, director, writer)Jonny Lee Miller (1996-1999)(actor) Profession : Actress Awards : Screen Actors Guild Award 1999 for "Gia", Golden Globe 1999 for "Gia", and Golden Globe 1998 for "George Wallace"Girl Interrupted

Tension

It's so nervous when u talk with someone u scare. I just tried it! *Hehe*

Finally dear has completed his studies. I can stick with him everyday and he has become my driver,fetch me to any place I want to go. *giggle*

Argh... suddenly remember that tonight I've to teach tuition class again! Tomorrow also! Anyways, next week I will have holiday for one week. * Hooray!!! *

This coming Sunday I might spend my time in KL shopping! *Happy*

Decay Of Destiny

Busy

Just recovered from sickness and I am so busy recently. Teaching tuition classes, busy marking exam papers and so on. Just took my car driving test yesterday. Sad to tell, I did not pass it. *disappoint* I am just too nervous. I am going to take the exam again in next month. *never give up so easily*

Wish me luck!!!

Anti-Filthy Air

What happened to this lovely world? So many disasters nowadays been flooding to the globe. *sad*This was not the first time Malaysia encountered the haze problem. I really hate the Indonesian who burnt down the trees and brought the haze. They shall get their retribution one day! *my curse to them who done evil things*Hope the haze gone soon. Everybody is inhaling the same filthy air which will affect our health. We yearn some fresh air and blue skies!

I am feeling better

Thanks for those who always been caring me. I am feeling better now. I can't blog frequent due to the ADSL Router's problem. Now I was force to use a dial-up connection. *expensive* My brother is fixing it, hope he can done fixing it soon.

I will back blogging again. Because I love to blog so much. ^_^

I cry for myself, I cry for u

I am sad. I don't know how to explain my feeling now. Very complicated. You know what happened, but you never think over what had u done.

I can sense the warmth

I'm still feeling unwell. Did go to school as usual. But I ask for a leave from tuition centre there. I need to have a good rest as I had fever for two days. *terrible* I was moved by some of my colleagues {in my gang} during my sick time. Especially the way they care about me. They use their hand to feel my body temperature. Then will ask the same question like "How you feel now?" "Had your medicine already?" "Wanna back home and rest?" *so sweet*

In fact, I'm easily touched by people. And easily contented. When someone treat me nice, I will remember it.

My computer and I am sick

Was unable to blog these few days because my brother reformat my computer. Now me got serious fever here. So sad, I can't go out on this Saturday and Sunday. My illness force me to stay at home.

=(